Why You..???

What is there in this night…that I miss you the mostEvery moment I check my phone..
I don’t want to be with you…You don’t want to be with me
Things are clear but still why I am not clear…
Love has a sweet feeling…but does it matter??
I thought we were made for each other…I wanted to make you mine..
But you made me realise that we were attached by a mere bond…
I thought I will spend rest of my life with you…
But you generated your own preferences…
You moved on so swiftly… Why couldn’t I?
I know I have told you some harsh words lately…
But have you totally forgotten those intense moments??
You said I deserve someone better…Was it meant from your heart?
I also know that I deserve someone better….
But still why you??
I don’t wanna miss you…I don’t wanna love you….
But still why you??
Hey dear…you are so unfortunate to have a lover like me..
But you are fortunate too…that we are not together..
Why still a part of me wants you back?
I just don’t want to say that thing…The thing which haunts me..
The thing which makes me bleak..
It takes my heart out to say..”I still….”
But does it matter to you?
Then still why you?